I don't think things could get worse. I've fucked up big time. I am no longer living with Ma. My parents are pissed at me. I just started a new job.. and everything is driving me fucking nuts. I got to see Ry today. He was with Lisa when she picked me up. I went and visited Donny. We smoked. Mikey came and joined us.
I wish I didn't fuck every single thing in life up. I always do.